The challenge of kids, perfection, and intentionality...
Remember kids are people, so don't be so worried to make a decision. Sometimes you'll be right and sometimes you won't, but you'll always have moved forward with more wisdom for the next decision.
Life isn't about perfection, it's about living with love and intentionality.
What do you need to be more intentional about in your decisions? Is it more intentional about owning your decisions AND the consequences? Not being fearful of the decision you make? Doing too much research and remaining stuck because you can't (or won't) make a decision?
Seek knowledge and guidance, make decisions, and choose to apply the wisdom gained in the next decision.
And if you're not sure where to start, I'm happy to listen, advise, and pray with you. There's always someone who is put in your path to help if you're willing to be open.